sick of .......hai

can't take it , why mi ...
writing rubbish again
Mood gonna frm ok to not ok again
mood swings nowadays more often
seeing reactions frm sch [ frenz ] feeling so left out again
Hate tat feeling
Thinking why even now am expressing writeing al these shit
Feelin dumb now
Seriously .... being anywhere ,, i know things are fine but why i juz cannot see things as they were , why muz i be so darn negative? am i?

So sick of tat
wat to do , only i can help myself , going thru all probs someday

Life's hard , real hard
Man this is shit , wat the hell am i writing